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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Its been a week since I entered an entry. A lot happened and I thought about a lot of things too.
Pretty tired and insane, like usual.
My godfather is admitted to the hospital, again. I'm worried but no one seem to understand, oh wells, its my godfather afterall, what I can I expect?
I saw his facial expression, and I can feel his pain and all. He told me he's so suay, I totally agree with him. He just had a bypass operation this March/April, stayed in the hospital for almost 2 months and now, he's back into the hospital. May all the things go smoothly for him from now on. He shld be discharged either today or tomorrow. =)

We still havent spoke, let me see, almost two weeks. Its hard to adapt lah, afterall we had been the best friends for like i-dont-know-how-long. I'll learn to adapt, I promise. I'll get over all this fuss and be normal, at least to Zhuwen. Cause I've been so irritating and always fuss about everything during my math lesson when i sits next to him. HAHA.

I'm missing all sec2 people in my life. Aint sure why I'm still wishing that time would turn back, though my life isnt that bad now. But i still prefer the times back in 2003. At least I'm still a positive soul back then. Right now, I'm living life day by day. I dont have much hopes about my future cause i cant even handle now, my present life. I live for the sake of living.
Nevertheless, i know Life is Beautiful and i still look forard to the day when i can say it loud and clear that I'm a happy soul.